Sometimes I wish the photo shoots that we do just hinged on getting that one perfect shot . . . the money shot. Like they do in the advertising industry. With a very narrow focus and some sort of pre-concieved notion of what everyone is after. The model knows, the photographer knows, the hair and make-up people know, the wordrobe people know, even the guys that work the lights and fans and such are tuned into that one vision of the "perfect" picture.
Unfortunately for us we don't even have a staff to convey that sort of info to at this point. It's just me and Trix. Also, being in the adult industry and all, most of the time we are working for a progression of pictures. Starting with some sexy outfit and dwindling down to nothing or next to nothing with plenty of teasing along the way. Of course that leaves things a bit open as to *how* you get from point A to point B and the door to spontaneity is left wide open for the most part.
That being said I was really excited to see this photo in the mix from our latest shoot:
I'm so happy we got this shot, though neither Trixie or I set out to capture this one image. There are several other *really* nice pictures from this set and I'm sure different people would pick out different pictures as "the shot" from the set. To me though this is it and bound to be one of my favorite images of myself for years to come.
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Hope everyone here in the States has a very safe and relaxing weekend. Trixie and I will probably be laying low and watching some fireworks, though there is a chance we'll be dashing off to the fertility clinic in the next few days. We decided to give intrauterine insemination a go this month and Trixie is due to ovulate anytime now. Needless to say I may be moving my cam shows around at the last minute so be forewarned.
The pictures above btw are from the first set of me taken with our new camera. It's been a real joy to shoot with so far. The files are a lot larger and the over all quality is much better. We've had to make a few adjustments in how we actually take pictures and frame things. We've also just started to find the best setting for different situations. There have been a few minor frustrations while shooting but overall I'm pleased as punch with the how the end product is turning out.
These are a few sample pics from the latest gallery I posted in my members area yesterday.
I also just posted the nine minute solo masturbation video in which I used the elastic straps on one of the socks to tie around my waist creating a nice little cock sock. I thought it was a pretty creative use for them ;-)
You'll notice from the pictures above that I have a little less hair in the pubic region. Actually I have no pubes at all, totally bald. I decided it was time for a little change and I think it does look a little nicer in pictures. A few members have requested the clean shaven look over the years so there ya have it. I hope your happy!!! Hehehehehe.
I'm pretty happy with the results from my last laser appointment. It's been a little over year of treatments now. I have one more scheduled appointment in July and that should basically wipe out whatever is left of my facial hair. I may have to go in for a touch up session later on. I may have a few white/blond hairs that might need to be taken out by electrolysis but I think those might end up being fine enough once I start on hormones that they probably won't be noticeable.
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Trixie and I are planning on going to Seattle Pride next weekend and are hoping to do a little meet and greet but haven't nailed anything down yet. I know it's short notice but if anyone is interested be sure to let me know.
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I really did. But new content for this week's update just wasn't happening. I'm going to do an extra juicy double update next week to make up for it which I'll try to post as soon as possible.
It's not like I don't have any cute outfits waiting to shoot in or any good ideas for shoots. It's just with trying to get pregnant and having company here and trying to keep up with cam shows has thrown a bit of a wrench into the system. I also just had my laser done on Tuesday and have two dark stripes running down my chin from areas that didn't get hit last time. The follicles are still working there way out and should be cleared up in a few days. I was all set to shoot yesterday and was hoping it would be cleared up or at least not that noticeable but they're still pretty bad. I know if I wait a few days it will look much better and I won't have to worry about going through and trying to touch up every single picture with my face in it.
Anywhoooo . . . I'll still be doing my live cam shows on Sunday from 3-4 pm and Monday 7-8 pm Pacific time. We'll probably shoot on Tuesday or Wednesday and I'll try to have a phat (yes that IS fat with a ph) update posted by the end of the week.
Mulling Over I haven't seemed to be able to get my blogging groove on lately. Not that I really ever had any sort of groove. I do have a few things I want to write about though but just never seem to be able to get started on them. So instead of writing a quick little entry like this I end up sitting and mulling things over, trying to write a bit, getting frustrated, then scrapping the whole idea before going on to work on something more productive. Anyway, I thought I'd just keep things simple and share a few pics from my latest update while I continue to mull things over.
These are a few of the PG rated gems from the gallery I posted today. Kind of funky, no? I actually ended up cumming all over one of those boots while we were shooting the video. We were getting some really nice light that day and it was catching the highlights in my hair just right. Needless to say I was pleased with both the pictures and the video. I'll be posting the video next week.
Just a quick reminder for members that I bumped my cam show back an hour tomorrow/Sunday to 3-4 pm Pacific time to give me a bit more prep time. Mondays is still 7-8 pm Pacific time. Okay, I know that was a quick and rather lame blog post but it's back to the mulling for me.
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It's funny to me how I sometimes will get people coming into my chatroom during my group cam shows who obviously come in just to be disruptive. They usually say something rude or demeaning right away and quickly leave or I boot them out. I think other people come in with the intention of being assholes and actually end up enjoying part of the show. At some point they must get a little freaked out and are confused or feel guilty then they feel the need to lash out. I suspect many of them lurk around afterwards watching but not coming into the chatroom.
I usually get the standard attempts at insults like you're fucking sick or EWWWWWW!!! or WTF are you a DUDE? Occasionally people are hostile to everyone enjoying the show saying things like you're all a bunch of FAGS!! Even though I know there are females that equally enjoy my shows. Lately I've been getting a few interesting attempts that I've found particularly amusing.
A few weeks ago someone wanted me to show them my tits. Sometimes I'll just pull the breast forms out of my bra and flop them around in front of the camera just for a laugh. But most of the time I show my tiny titties off a bit and give a close up of my pierced nipples, which I did this time. The person obviously knew I didn't have "boobs" and wanted to say something demeaning about my flat chest. So they blurted out "Those aren't real!". I got a real kick out of that one. Yeah, these are implants. I was a little short on dough so I had to go with the micro boobies!
Then there was this guy last week who sat through the whole show and wanted everyone to know what a big manly man he was with a big cock built to satisfy. I usually wait to cum towards the end of the show (a little hint there for anyone who just wants to see the pop shot). So I got near the end and did a close up cum shot with my normal two or three spurts. And this guy's comment was "You call that a load?". Now, sometimes I do pvts before my group shows or may even have had sex earlier so I don't always shoot gallons of cum. But I hadn't done either before the show last week and it really was a pretty big load. I've actually become a pretty good judge of what a good load is from having my semen stored and analyzed at the sperm bank. The total volume for a healthy male is at least 2 ml. I've been averaging 4 to 6 ml per trip. Knowing what 6 ml of cum looks like, I would say that load was in the 6 to 8 ml range. Apparently it wasn't the flood of spooge this guy produces with his super soaker schlong though. It's the first time in my four years of doing cam shows that someone has criticized the volume of cum I produce. I guess he gets points for originality.
Speaking of cam shows . . . I changed the time of my camshow on Sunday to 2:00-3:00 pm Pacific time. Hopefully the new time slot will fit into members schedules better. I kept the Monday show at 7:00-8:00 pm but will be doing pvt shows before hand so members can see me earlier on our voyeur cams and I will bein our members only chat room.
I also sent out my bi monthly newsletter this week with the usual link to some freebies. I've gotton some good feedback from it. Hmmmm . . . maybe we should be doing some more strapon sex videos? I also tend to get a lot of email everytime I send out a newletter. So if you've written recently it may take me awhile to get back to you.
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Some times I really do wish we had the time and money to put together really high quality professional looking porn. By that I mean having a swanky set with really good lighting, a sound guy, maybe a camera man or two with high quality equipment that could capture things at different angles. Other times I just really enjoy putting together our little amateur productions for our members with their little quirks and foibles. There's a certain charm to our content and even a distinctive style that has sort of developed over the years as a result of working in our own little self contained unit. Something really personal, sexy and at times even humorous. When I was editing the half hour or so of footage for last weeks strapon video that Trixie and I shot there were things that thought were definitely hot like this:
Then there were things that just cracked me up like seeing Trixie's head pop up from behind me while she's working the zoom via remote control.
Porn with personality . . . you gotta love it!!!
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